“It’s never going to get easier. There is never going to be a ‘Death for Dummies’ book. There is never going to be an escape plan to pain because no matter how much I try no matter how much I cry my life is never going to go back to the way it used to be, because I know I can’t just shut the door to your bedroom and hope everything disappears. I know that I can’t stop myself from hoping that you will one day walk in the front door and smile as if nothing happened. I know that there will be days that it will be hard to get out of bed and look people in the eye and lie when they ask how I am. I know that its going to hurt for the rest of my life and that I will always cry, but I also know that you’re in heaven now and your away from all of the pain and everything is better for you now. I just wish I could say the same for me.”


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