“I don’t think I can handle this anymore. It’s gotten to hard for even me. And there’s no one there for me. No one there to help me though this. No one even sees. They can’t even tell that I’m dying here. They don’t even care. And I need someone now. I never needed anyone, but now I need someone. Yet, I’m alone. I’m more alone then I ever been. Because, there’s more people now. More people who supposedly love me but don’t. More people who say they care but they never show they do. They can’t lie like I can. They can’t pretend. I fake relationships. I fake smiles and laughter and joy. They can’t though. They can’t do what I can do. They’re weak … weaker then me. But, God, how I wish I had just one person. I would give anything to have someone love me. Someone who will hold me and let me cry. I don’t have that. I never really had. It’s getting so hard to keep going. I wonder if there’s anyone who really does care. If there’s anyone who I can talk to when I need to. But, it’s just impossible. No ones there for me. And now, after all these years of being alone … I don’t even really want them there.” – Jacqueline Kelly

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