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"I wish I was like you. Happy. Perky. Chirpy. Smiling and laughing all the time. I wish things didn't matter to me. I wish I was unfeeling towards others. I wish I was selfish. Just like you. You're he perfect role-model. The kind of person people look up to. Yeah. I wish I was that way. Heartless. Rude. Inconsiderate. Phony. Yeah. That's you. Oh, if I could be that way." - Jackie
"I don't think I can handle this anymore. It's gotten to hard for even me. And there's no one there for me. No one there to help me though this. No one even sees. They can't even tell that I'm dying here. They don't even care. And I need someone now. I never needed anyone, but now I need someone. Yet, I'm alone. I'm more alone then I ever been. Because, there's more people now. More people who supposedly love me but don't. More people who say they care but they never show they do. They can't lie like I can. They can't pretend. I fake relationships. I fake smiles and laughter and joy. They can't though. They can't do what I can do. They're weak ... weaker then me. But, God, how I wish I had just one person. I would give anything to have someone love me. Someone who will hold me and let me cry. I don't have that. I never really had. It's getting so hard to keep going. I wonder if there's anyone who really does care. If there's anyone who I can talk to when I need to. But, it's just impossible. No
"I'm so lucky to have you. You are by far the best blessing God has ever given me and I'm so happy that he gave you to me to love. Even though I don't deserve all that you are to me and all that you do for me, I want you to know that I am so very grateful for you. I'm so grateful for all the wonderful memories we have shared throughout the years: all the smiles, laughter and even the tears. Loving you has made my life come alive. Some people go through life and never live it: I mean REALLY live it. But I thank God that He let me really live my life to the fullest by giving me you. You light up my world and show me things I never dreamed I'd see. Thank you for all that you do for me and all that you have given me. " - Melissa Rokyta
"I don't know when it happened, or even how it happened. But it did. I grew up. And with growing up I grew apart. I'm not one of you anymore. I'm my own person. And I'm alone. You live in this happy world together, and I'm on the outside looking in. My seasons are completely different from yours. When the sun shines on you the rain pours on me. Your laughter is my sorrow. I don't feel things the way you do. I don't respond to things the way you do. I'm sorry. I can't help it. This is who I am." - Jacqueline Kelly
"I don't think I can handle this anymore. It's gotten to hard for even me. And there's no one there for me. No one there to help me though this. No one even sees. They can't even tell that I'm dying here. They don't even care. And I need someone now. I never needed anyone, but now I need someone. Yet, I'm alone. I'm more alone then I ever been. Because, there's more people now. More people who supposedly love me but don't. More people who say they care but they never show they do. They can't lie like I can. They can't pretend. I fake relationships. I fake smiles and laughter and joy. They can't though. They can't do what I can do. They're weak ... weaker then me. But, God, how I wish I had just one person. I would give anything to have someone love me. Someone who will hold me and let me cry. I don't have that. I never really had. It's getting so hard to keep going. I wonder if there's anyone who really does care. If there's anyone who I can talk to when I need to. But, it's just impossible. No