Depressed Archive

"Saturated in pain, swallowed into tears, steered into confusion, lost in love, we find ourselves here everyday, everyday we find a little more of ourselves that we need to understand... " - Sara Mease

"Everyone is always asking me what's wrong. . . but I don't even think it makes any sense, it's just. . . my heart hurts." - Hollie

"I wish I was like you. Happy. Perky. Chirpy. Smiling and laughing all the time. I wish things didn't matter to me. I wish I was unfeeling towards others. I wish I was selfish. Just like you. You're he perfect role-model. The kind of person people look up to. Yeah. I wish I was that way. Heartless. Rude. Inconsiderate. Phony. Yeah. That's you. Oh, if I could be that way." - Jackie

"'i sort of feel like someone's knocked the wind out of me, i guess,' i say. 'like an i told-you-so kind of thing coming from my subconscious. if that makes sense. every time i think about it, you know i feel sick. i feel like I'm incapable of making a right choice.'" Girls' Poker Night by Jill A. Davis

"everyone always tells me that things are going to get better...but for me.. nothing ever gets better; it always, always gets worse" - Brittaney Thayer H.

"I don't know how much longer I can handle this life that I'm living. I'm so tired of everything and I'm not sure how much longer I can be the person that I am. I'm almost out of tears, I've cried so much."

"I wasn't comforted. I wasn't happy. I was fed up." - My Legendary Girlfriend by Mike Gayle

"It's not the pain I'm afraid of; I know about the pain. What I'm afraid of is the end of this small, sweet dream." - Stephen King, "rose madder"

"I'm looking for time to find myself with all of this madness in my life." - Juliana Theory, "repeating, repeating"

"There's an emptiness inside her, and she'd do anything to fill it in. And though it's red blood bleeding from her now, it's more like cold, blue ice in her heart. She feels like kickin' out all the windows, and setting fire to this life -- she would change everything about it, using colors bold & bright. But all the colors mix together -- to grey -- and it breaks her heart." - Dave Matthews Band