Depressed Archive

"Life just keeps getting harder, keeps getting harder to hide. Darker it is around me, easier it is to see inside and outside the glass the whole world is magnified and it's barely an inch from here to the other side." - Ani DiFranco 'Glass House'

"My life is more like a movie. I see the people moving. Hear what they're saying. But it's not real. Nothing is real anymore." - Jacqueline Kelly

"I think I could accept all these dark colors as just part of some bigger color scheme if it wasn't for that drippy string quartet of sadness underscoring each smiling scene. Yeah, desire drags me right out of myself." - Ani DiFranco 'Rock Paper Scissors'

"Ain't nothing working ain't nothing right. There's a hole in me that I can't fill no matter how hard I try." - Hed P.E.

"I always do things my own way, never care what the experts say. I thought they were so full of shit. I guess it's time to pay." - Ten Foot Pole

"It makes me mad because I wanna be happy so bad."

"It's like i am drowning and you are just describing the water.." - As good as it gets

"So, here's my question. What makes me so damn wonderful? I'm nothing. Honestly. I'm just another girl, doing what she can to make believe happiness. And, it's not working. But, somehow I managed to convince everyone around me that I am. And they say they love me. But, how can they? What they see isn't me. It's what I pretend to be, because its what I'm told to be. But, I'm not happy. I'm not nice. I'm mean. I'm evil. I say things and do things that hurt myself and hurt people. Deliberately. Because, I can. And because it's supposed to make them all leave me alone so I don't have to pretend anymore, but they don't leave. No, instead they continue to believe I'm happy, perky. When I smile they believe me. When I laugh they think it's real. And they think they love me. But, they don't know me. They know who I pretend to be. But, how do you love something that's not real?" - Jacqueline Kelly

"I feel fine enough I guess... considering everything's a mess." - Barenaked Ladies

"Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know. Like how to deal with despair or someone breaking your heart. For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart." - brand new