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"It is harder to smile now, nothing makes me laugh anymore." -- Andrea's Voice by Doris and Andrea Smeltzer

"There's an emptiness inside her, and she'd do anything to fill it in. And though it's red blood bleeding from her now, it's more like cold, blue ice in her heart. She feels like kickin' out all the windows, and setting fire to this life -- she would change everything about it, using colors bold & bright. But all the colors mix together -- to grey -- and it breaks her heart." - Dave Matthews Band

"I wish I could find words to explain what this kind of cold is like -- the cold that has somehow gotten underneath your skin and is getting colder and colder inside you. It isn't an outside sort of cold, it's a cold that gets into your bones and into your blood and it feels like your heart itself is beating out the cold in hard bursts throughout your entire body, and you suddenly remember that you have a body because you can't ignore it anymore." - marya hornbacher

"It all just seems so fake. This idea that good things happen to good people and there's magic in the world, and that the meek and righteous will inherit it. There's too many good people who suffer for something like that to be true. There are too many prayers that go unanswered. Every day we ignore how completely broken this world is, and we tell ourselves that it's all going to be okay, 'You're going to be okay.' But it's not okay. And once you know that, there's no going back. There's no magic in the world. . . at least today there isn't." - One Tree Hill

"i guess I see what it is to be too far back to see." - Ultimate Fakebook, "red elbows"

"You wake up in the morning afraid you're going to live." -Prozac Nation

"Let's play a game of whose life sucks the most. I'll win. I always win." - Grey's Anatomy

"My whole life is waiting for something to happen." - My So-Called Life

"and i force myself to wonder that perhaps i am as phony as the world i criticize and that i am the greatest fool of all..." - phil ochs

"I have been a witness to the perfect crime. I wipe the grin off of my face to hide the blame. It isn't worth the tears you cry to have a perfect alibi. Now I'm beaten at the hands of my own game." - Amanda Marshall, "let it rain"

"I'm pushing myself down, holding in my breath. I can't take this lightly." - New Found Glory

"And inside I can hide my sorrow."

"why am I so lonely? why am I so tired? I need company, I need backup -- I need to be inspired." - Ani DiFranco, 'face up and sing'

"I don't think I am strong enough to do this much longer. God, I wish I was stronger. This song could never be long enough to express every longing. God, I wish it was longer." - Ani DiFranco 'Wish I May'

"You're on this little holiday here in fuck up land, but I live here permanently!"

"You say I'm always so happy, and that I'm good at what I do, but what you'll never realize is, I'm a dang good actress too."

"i tried, i failed, i quit." - same

"its ironic, but when I'm starving, my life seems, fuller." - Beckie

"On the outside I'm always smiling, but on the inside I'm always dying."

"And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb, looking for a little hope." - Fiona Apple, 'Paper Bag'