Jacqueline Kelly Archive
"I didn't want anyone getting close to me. I pushed people away. Built a wall around my heart to keep them out. I let one person take down the bricks, and I suppose it was a good idea, but, sometimes, he hurts me too. And it hurts so much worse then any other hurt I've felt because he is one of the very few that matter anymore." - Jacqueline Kelly
"See, that's the thing about second chances. It's two people that are there for each other and support each other and care about each other no matter how much they want to deny it. It's about one person doing everything they can to make sure the other doesn't fall and vice-versa. Second chances are about holding on to that other persons hand no matter how hard they beg to let go." - Jacqueline Kelly
"Sits stiff as a board as she escapes into her own world amidst the cloudlike fantasies and far away dreams. In the background the sinister music plays. Words of evil and hatred ringing in her ears. The beat of uncaring and loneliness accompanying the lyrics that torture her soul. " - Jacqueline Kelly
"I don't tell people I don't know and trust about my past. I wait until after feel as if they love me, truly love me. Except him, I never told him. The thing is, I didn't want him to stop. I didn't want him to think of me as dirty ... and stop loving me ... so he never knew. He'll never know." - Jacqueline Kelly
"It's my fault really. See, my mistake was that I gave you a broken heart. And I expected you to put the pieces together. And you did. And I was grateful. But, in having you put my heart together, I gave you the power to break it. In making my heart whole, you knew how to hurt me. You knew where it was weak, where the cracks were. You knew where to push to make my heart crumble. So, it's my fault you broke my heart." - Jacqueline Kelly
"I don't know when it happened, or even how it happened. But it did. I grew up. And with growing up I grew apart. I'm not one of you anymore. I'm my own person. And I'm alone. You live in this happy world together, and I'm on the outside looking in. My seasons are completely different from yours. When the sun shines on you the rain pours on me. Your laughter is my sorrow. I don't feel things the way you do. I don't respond to things the way you do. I'm sorry. I can't help it. This is who I am." - Jacqueline Kelly