JoAnne Golden Archive
"That night didn't mean anything to you. You're still with her. And it's never going to change. You love her. And I knew you did...yet, I still surrendered myself to your embrace. Devouring every word you said....believing you still loved me, and you regretted being with her. But, it's not true. Because, things haven't changed like you promised. It didn't go from her to me. You stayed with her, and, even though you'll never admit it -- you want to. I'm not even an obstacle. You've broken every promise you've ever made me....why did I think this time would be any different? Well, I'll do you a favor... I'll let you go so you can be with her. Don't even worry about me. I was just good for that one night." - JoAnne Golden
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Posted in Bitter, Boardies, Etc., Heartbroken, Love Triangle, Misc. Love, Sad Love
Posted in Bitter, Boardies, Etc., Heartbroken, Love Triangle, Misc. Love, Sad Love
"I can't stand how you don't trust people. I've never had someone always think I was lying about every little thing. And I hate you so much for that because no matter how much I tell you I don't need you in my life, you walk right back in, and once again....I feel that I can't live without you." - JoAnne Golden
"I sat there and stared at you. I just couldn't understand how such an amazing person could be in my life. And then all of a sudden I got extremely scared. You kissed me, and told me not to worry, there was no way you'd ever leave me. I felt a sense of comfort. I believed you. That is, until you left." - JoAnne Golden
"I know you may fall in love while you're out there. I'm well aware of this. She'll be great. She'll do all the things I never had an interest in. She'll hate all the things that you hated about me. She'll be perfect. Just don't ever tell me about her, okay? Let me down gently yet cold. . . make me not want to talk to you again. Because I can barely handle not being with you, and I don't know what it would do to me if I knew you loved another." - JoAnne Golden
"I should have never pushed him. he should have never pushed me away. when you're friends with someone for so long you think to yourself that you mean something to that person. even if it's not true.. you convince yourself it is. it's only the realization that you don't that hurts. it's that day when you wake up and realize that even though you had spent more than half of your lifetime loving one person... you were nothing more than a person passing through one in theirs. some people never get attached. it's unfortunate that he was one of those people. but I'm glad I'm not. I'm glad I've been able to open up and love people--let people in. I'm really glad. because if I hadn't... I wouldn't know as much about myself now." - JoAnne Golden