"You don't know.. you don't know what he can do to me. Against any resolution I have not to fall in love with him, he always somehow gets past my guard and makes me do it. And it always ends up breaking me, and driving us further apart. My mind is constantly screaming, 'DON'T FALL FOR HIM!'...but my heart always whispers, 'maybe this time it'll work out'.. and I can't help it, I hate him so much for making me feel this way, but I know I would die if he didn't."