“If only I could hear your voice one more time…guiding me through… my shining light.. maybe that would stop my tears… maybe if I could just see your face.. my heart would stop its grieving.. maybe if I could just let you know I love you..one more time… that would keep my mind at ease.. maybe if.. I had told you one more time how much you mean to me.. how much I look up to you..how scared I am going to be without you…you would haven’t had left… maybe if..”