Depressed Archive

"They have no idea what it's like to wake up every morning afraid they're going to live." - Prozac Nation by Elizabeth Wurtzel

"I can't help but feel I wanted more than this." - Brandston

"i wish everyone didn't have such high expectations of me... because its bad enough i let myself down.. i don't need to let everyone else down too.." -Beckie

"It sucks when you've been a disease all your life, when every time you try, every time you reach for something you want it's taken away. It sucks when you can't see the truth right in front of you. I used to think I had myself all figured out, but now I feel like I have to get to know me all over again, and go through all these obstacles to learn everything I used to know... ever feel like that? Gut feelings aren't always gut feelings, and the light at the end of the tunnel may be yet another train about to run over you. Breaking promises that you've made to yourself is like suicide and I'm sick of slitting my wrists every fucking night. I am sorry that I am a lazy fuck, I am sorry I never do anything right, I am sorry I'll never live up to your high expectations. I am just trying to make it through today. leave me alone." - Juley

"we all become what we most dislike. the walk is too long and i'm tired. tell? there's nothing left to tell." - At the Drive-in, "picket fence cartel"

"I've redefined rock-bottom like several times tonight." - the oc

"i don't know what it is, i just cry sometimes, maybe i am just so oblivious to the things going on around me, that i don't realize that i am hurting as much as i am, so when the tears stream down my face, and i don't have anything to say, don't ask me why i am crying, because i simply don't know, just hold me, i just want to be held." - Sarah Buhrman

"one thing's for sure, i'm insecure, and i never knew that until someone told me."

"Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know, maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop." - Grey's Anatomy

"I'm dying tomorrow. Did I do it right?" - Alkaline Trio, "I'm dying tomorrow"