Depressed Archive

"Things aren't great. The nightmares of my past are returning to haunt me in my sleep. When I'm awake, a certain sound, a word, brings back the memories and I freeze. I can't breathe. My soul is so torn. I wonder if it will ever be healed completely. My heart is ripped into shreds. It doesn't seem as if there's anyway to mend it. I'm dying. I'm dying and no one can tell. They don't even care. It's torture, going through the motions of life as if I'm really here. I don't remember the last time I really felt anything. The last time I cried or laughed and meant it. And I wonder why no one can tell. They all say the love me but then why aren't they able." - Jacqueline Kelly

"Heat expands, melts things, makes things boil, sets things on fire. And seeing the effect of this heat all around me just pointed out in this really blatant way how my life wasn't expanding...that I was stuck." - Roswell

"Today, for the first time in a long time, it doesn't feel like anything's going to be okay." - One Tree Hill

"When you attempt suicide ... and you fail ... it's like this big dissapointment ... because it's one more thing you can't do right." - Jacqueline Kelly

"Sometimes I would give anything just to be something more than nothing."

"So how can I ever try to be better? Nobody ever lets me in." - Taylor Swift, "the outside"

"God only gives us stuff he knows we can handle, I just wish he didn't trust me so much."

**"the radio plays a love song, I smash my fist right through the dial. here's to the broken hearted, a generation born in denial." - The Ataris, "bad case of broken heart"

"Sometimes I wish I could go back to the days when I was six, and my biggest problem was what kind of dress to put on Barbie or whether or not I had enough Lego's to build a fort."

"When I was younger, crying always seemed to be the only answer, now that I'm older, crying seems to be the only option."