Depressed Archive

"i smile because when i cry it doesn't help. when i cry all it does is make people ask me if I'm okay, i would love nothing more than to punch these people. I'm sitting here, crying, but yes i am perfectly happy. i mean come on give me a break, obviously I'm not fine." -Beckie

"I don't know what's wrong with my world lately. One day, I'm surrounded by people who I can count on, and the next, they all abandon me as if they never gave a damn in the first place."

"Every time people ask me if I'm okay it's just a reminder that I'm not."

"i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful, so unloved for someone so fine... i can feel so boring for someone so interesting, so ignorant for someone of sound mind." -alanis morisette

"I'm always the last to know. My insides are copper and I'd kill to make them gold. Conversation got me here: another night alone in the city. So make my bed the grave and shovel dirt onto my sheets." - Fall Out Boy, "sending postcards from a plane crash (wish you were here)"

"I look at the world as just another place I must stay in until I can go home." -Jacqueline Kelly

"It sucks when you've been a disease all your life, when every time you try, every time you reach for something you want it's taken away. It sucks when you can't see the truth right in front of you. I used to think I had myself all figured out, but now I feel like I have to get to know me all over again, and go through all these obstacles to learn everything I used to know... ever feel like that? Gut feelings aren't always gut feelings, and the light at the end of the tunnel may be yet another train about to run over you. Breaking promises that you've made to yourself is like suicide and I'm sick of slitting my wrists every fucking night. I am sorry that I am a lazy fuck, I am sorry I never do anything right, I am sorry I'll never live up to your high expectations. I am just trying to make it through today. leave me alone." - Juley

"See I don't know if you can help me or not cause I don't feel sick, but the pains in my head have almost put me underground." - Alkaline Trio, "take lots with alcohol"

"And still she remains strong and brave. She never lets on to her heartache or pain. Still she smiles and holds it all inside. Smiles and laughter to the public eye. Sometimes, even to me." - Jacqueline Kelly

"The worst part is that they don't notice. It's not that they hate you. no. If they did it would be so much easier. If they did you could just hate them right back. Only they don't. They don't hate you. They just don't notice you. You're just not there to them."