Depressed Archive

"caught in a world that's plagued by something they called love. a paradigm of illness is the beast I have become. the sights that I have seen could nearly bring me to my knees. I've seen exactly what it is I never want to be, but I keep it deep inside myself." - AFI

"you don't need to know that i walk around all day fearing the things that make me happy, and that i have been doing that for my entire life." - Girls' Poker Night by Jill A. Davis

"It's not the pain I'm afraid of; I know about the pain. What I'm afraid of is the end of this small, sweet dream." - Stephen King, "rose madder"

"It makes me mad because I wanna be happy so bad."

"Even though I feel alone inside, sometimes I find it hard to hide." - The Ataris, "myself"

"She was not happy and she was tired of pretending. If she left, she could become whomever she wanted. She could reinvent herself. She could come back to a changed world because she would be a changed person who no longer needed the masks she wore." - Andrea's Voice by Doris and Andrea Smeltzer

"I'm looking for time to find myself with all of this madness in my life." - Juliana Theory, "repeating, repeating"

"There's an emptiness inside her, and she'd do anything to fill it in. And though it's red blood bleeding from her now, it's more like cold, blue ice in her heart. She feels like kickin' out all the windows, and setting fire to this life -- she would change everything about it, using colors bold & bright. But all the colors mix together -- to grey -- and it breaks her heart." - Dave Matthews Band

"I'm sorry, i can't be perfect." - simple plan

"Do you ever just get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? you don't want to smile, and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time, you don't know exactly what is wrong either. there isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. if you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. people have stopped being comforting.. and being alone never was. at least when you're alone no one constantly asks you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who wont take 'I don't know' for an answer. you feel the way you do just BECAUSE. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait." - Lora M. Heacock